I'm blogging mainly because its probably what I think will keep me sane.  I've been going through a lot of things that are frustrating me beyond my edge, and I think writing/typing it out will help me let go. I'm moving to Virginia in about 11 days well more accurately 10 days...seeing as its 2:34 in the morning. I'm leaving everything I've ever known behind and going forth into the unknown. And if you knew me personally, you'd know that taking huge risks is not my thing. I like structure when it comes to the basics. And who wouldn't...i mean SENIOR year..when life is supposed to be about kegs,parties, and frivolous hook ups that'll be forgotten...i'll be trapping my feet and bitting my bottom lip in nervousness as my first period teacher announces "there is a new students with us today", and this "student" will be me. All 5'9'' and 118 lbs. of me will be analyzed and judged as the class determines whether this "student" is worthy of our future attention....Well perhaps i may by exaggerating a bit, but you get the idea. And all of this just because my mom decided she "wants" to move. And after much arguing and hateful words spat back and forth, she won. And here i am blogging about how my once thought of as decent,moderate, and content life has now took a nose diving plunge into shitzville. More details later...i'm getting a headache from looking at the computer screen too long. And come visit again...i've got loads more to talk about